All in a post...

Yes! My off day today! Tmr is the day. IPPT! Ha. Better keep telling myself don't give up. Quite confident I can make it! Ha. Hope I can. But gotto wake up seriously early & I am gonna have a early rest today. Lot's of things revolving around my life. But I think one serious thing is that God is around and all you do revolves around Him and not the other way. That is it.

All right... Man Utd hasn't been on a winning streak. Cracks starting to show but they won the League Cup, didn't they? But well.. it's the least of the most coveted trophies up for grabs. Bounce back strong after the one week international break. So much to win but step by step. All the way!

Kinabalu. Wish I am there right now doing my fav pos show on my blog. How nice can that be! One more month to go. Wooo... The excitement. The atmostphere. The environment. The mountains. Yeah... A mountain not a hill. It's call Mt Kinabalu.

BBAQ on Sat. I pray that everything will turn out well. All to God and I hope that our Boys will indeed give their best and leave the rest to God.

Work. New plans and major resuffling for the organisation. I have to make a good decision but I thank God for putting me where I am now. Something that I have never thought was so impt to me. His plans is indeed higher than ours. Hope this new resuffling will be to my benefit. Changes. Yup.. But I can adjust to it if I choose to. And I hope it will be to my advantage.

Thank God for everything. So much. For He has been here. No God, no me. With God everything is possible. We're all champions. Difficult but with God? It isn't anymore. With God, we have hope and a future. Well.. Can't say all out in words. But the centre of our life should be Christ our King.

Malacca.. Nice place and it will be our destination for church camp. Hooray. To spend time together for a few days as a church to learn of God's word, to have fun, to relax & to recharge. So don't let any obstacles prevent you from going. Pray & I believe God will open and provide a way. Church camp... Soon!

I am back because...

I am back to blogging because yahoo mail is down at this time!! Haha. Wanted to do Parade Order for BB and send it out. But can't send because I have difficulties accessing my yahoo mail. Maybe too many users. Or is it time that I should be changing to a new email acct? Haha. Oh yeah... My blog has change & I hope it is a better look for a great year! Anyway, it's my first blog of the year! Lol. I like the pic on the top of my blog. I think it speaks for itself! Fantastic! (I wanna do that pose when I am at Mt K!!) Haha.

All right... It has been a ups & down for the past few months. But who doesn't face that? I am really glad that God has been good & faithful. I want to learn to be faithful & listen to God. He really loves us & always here for us! I enjoy what I do everyday. Be it work, drum classes, mtgs, BB, cell grp, church! I thank God for simply joy like this. I thank God for giving me a stable job in times like this. I guess this is what we call providence. I am not earning like alot or what... But it's enough for me to survive, to give & bless, to be fill with joy & be satisfied with what I have.

I am thankful to God for a fantastic 62nd BB Company. With excellent Boys, Primers & Officers! I see such a change in some of the Boys. I am thankful for the new Year 1s. And I think it is really such a blessing from God. They're really a group of cute & funny Boys yet teachable. I thank God for how he has bless the company so much! I hope this year, we will be able to raise funds much more than last year for our BB Week. Yes... times are bad... But I believe it is God's economy, not men's. So to those who's going to recieve the leaflets/BB Week Cards, please donate generously!

I am thankful to God for a new cell group. The Boys are young but I see potential in each one of them. Potential to be a leader for God. They are just so full of energy! Sometimes, I think I can't keep up with them. Lol. I am thankful for my church YMM. For it is really a place called home! And I believe many others will agree to that! Haha. I have so much to thank God but I don't think I am gonna to blog it all for sharing. Gonna try yahoo mail again. Hope it works now!

God is great! He is fantastic!

Will you support Man Utd???

Man Utd --> League Cup Champs - I hope!!

The time of the night...

Yup... at this time of the night... I am quite sure most of us can't think properly. I wonder if I can. But the silence out there and everywhere makes it a good time just to lay back on the chair and ponder about life. About everything. It's been a long time since I updated. Been busy. Updates another time when I am free. Anyway, it's a long weekend isn't it?

This mind just can't stop thinking. I am a bit shaken by all the thoughts running through my mind now. Amazing, funny, unexplainable. Maybe I can think proper when I wake up. Time to sleep.

Last day of Oct!!

All right! Today is the last day of Oct. Yes... One month passes again just like that. Sometimes, I ask myself what have I achieve in this one month? Work, spiritual walk, personal life, church etc. Sometimes, I wonder if the life of a Singaporean is so busy... I wonder how is it like to be a owner of a house by the beach with a beautiful scenic view. Waking up as and when I like, sitting by the beach, having all that I need and doing all that I want without any disturbances. Well... I was close to that... Or maybe not really. Haha. At least I was away from Singapore for a short getaway to Bangkok.

It was fun, relax and I totally forgot all that I still need to do back home in Singapore. It was different because even before I left for Bangkok... I didn't really even think that I was going for a holiday. Nothing was done by me, booking of air tickets, hotel room, itinerary. Holiday just wasn't on the back of my mind. (Thks Simon & Evon for all the planning & research! Ha.) Ever since the re-structuring at my workplace, I have found myself busier than last time. Perhaps the things to be done remains the same but just that there is lesser manpower to achieve it.

But what can I say? I give thanks to God for EVERYTHING. And I mean EVERYTHING. God just knows, doesn't He? The trip to Bangkok has given me a good break away from home. Not having to think of work, things left undone, what's to be done etc. Lol. Now that I am back home, it's back to reality and Nov seems to be a busy month at work. Another audit coming up... Lots of preparation to be done and I hope weekends will not be burned!

For everything, I just give thanks to God for I believe He is able to help me and walk with me. At the end of the day, it's all back to how our relationship with God is. How's our relationship with God today? =)

Is He in the centre of your life or is He just part of your life?

All in a month...

Woo... One month just passes like that... Ha. Work has been all right. Just that now we have lesser people, that means I got to burn more weekends. More duties. Now I am use to it. But weekends are still too precious to spend in camp. Haha. I still try to fight hard not to go back work during weekends. C'mon... Singaporeans are just too hardworking. Have some time to rest! Working 5days a week, waking up at 6plus in mrng before reaching home at 6plus in evening is long enough for a day. We shld have some life. Work doesn't surround everything around us!

Now that it's Oct, it means that Dec is coming, it means X'mas is coming soon! My aunt just told us maybe this year we might celebrate X'mas eve at my eldest aunt hse in hillview. It's a nice place... Although I have just been there once. I still rem last time when we were younger, we do spend the period during X'mas at my aunt's hse with my cousin. Ha. Ytd was my cell grp BBQ. The chalet was huge and so nice inside. I really dream & wish I can have a hse like this! Walk out and it's Pasir Ris park. How nice!!!

It was fun and we had lots of food. Thk God it only started to rain aft we were nearly done. Some of us stayed on to watch soccer. I drank coffee bought by Simon at 2am. It was like so nice!! But it sure didn't help. I slept for half and hr while the rest watch kung fu panda before the Man Utd match. I caught the first half of the match then when during half time, I thought I could snooze for 15mins... But I slept till I woke up at 7plus in the mrng!! Ha. Too tired after a long day. Just couldn't take it!

Off to WCP for picnic with my cousins and the young kids. The weather was excellent although it rain the whole night. But it was like so cooling. We ate sandwiches, fried bee hoon, fruits, tidbits, flew kites. Walk around. But I was really tired since I only slept for like a few hrs the night before. We had ice cream at Mac after that since Daily Scoop wasn't open. While driving home, I nearly doze off a few times, the head was like so heavy. I kept shaking my head to keep myself awake. Ha. Slept from 3plus till 7plus just now. Wonder how am I going to slp ltr on. Haha.

Yes... I also got my first pay for fetching dogs! Great. :)

Think I will go read now. Work tmr... Usual. But this week is a short week. Great. I feel I really sound like a person who likes to slack! Lol... God is gd too. I really enjoy spending time with Him each day although sometimes I feel too tired to wake up in the mrng to do my QT. I see prayers answered, prayers changing things, prayer changing lives. Who says there isn't a real God, I pray that more will know Him and see Him. And know He is the true living God.

I thank Him for the joy each day, the faith to believe, the strength to move on, the peace that fills my heart, knowing that my past sins are forgiven, His mercies are new each day, His grace so free, His sovereign hand that lead & guide me & the hope to persevere.

Faith requires hope & patience.

In a split of a second...

A terrible & fatal accident happened just outside the back gate of my workplace today. Many accidents have happen there before but today's is the only one that has been fatal. I was going for b'fast when I saw an ambulance. And from what I know, the guy riding the motorbike lost too much blood and pass away in the afternoon at the hospital. It was trying to overtake the taxi that was making a right turn into my workplace. The bike flew and I suppose so did that rider. I saw the bike at the verge of the grass patch along the drains and I knew it was a terrible accident.

I don't know that guy but I am sadden and frighten. A lot of people make the right turn into my workplace. I am one of them. I have to admit I take it for granted that no one will cut into my turning radius because that is a right turn lane. However, it is only a small right turn slip road. Both directions are single lanes. I have countless times fail to check my right blind spot. I will just slow down and turn.

That young man was an ITE student and he was still on P plate. Sad that he lost his life just like that because he was travelling at a fast speed. Frighten that accident can be so fatal. I could have been the one to hit him but thank God I wasn't. I thank God for journey mercies everyday when I travel. I pray and I know that His angels are protecting me.

It makes me realise that sometimes tommorrow might just never come. Things never done or fulfil. Life is precious. Too much to lose it just like that.

One down... A few more to go?

Yup... One down. Haha. Done with OH 08. Taken up the whole of my weekend. Tired at times but well. Here I am still back in one piece. Taking it slowly in my stride. Really thank God because He's my strength! So much things on my mind. I just can't stop thinking. Haha. And I am coughing. Every night. Becomes so bad when I sleep in my a/c room! Haha. I see that it is all about time management I suppose. U can't be doing everything at everywhere. U just have to say no in a polite way sometimes. But always be willing to help if needed.

Manage to go comex and get my RAM. Couldn't get the cheaper one but instead got one that was $5 more exp. Haha. And there was free coffee too. It tasted nice! Coffee. Nice! Things change things stay. There is no solution to everything. God didn't give any exact solutions or answers to problems? Did He? Haha. It's learning to walk this life of faith. A test of our faith in our relationship with God. Can we stand the test of faith?

It's fast... Sep already. 4 more months to end of year. I can't really believe it. But it is a fact and reality. Haha. Fantastic. The final lap towards a new beginning I hope. Unseen, unsure, uncertain. But I hope in my God who is steadfast and faithful.

Can we stand the test of faith?

Because He lives.

Because He lives.

God Sent His Son, They Called Him Jesus;
He Came To Love, Heal And Forgive.
He Lived And Died To Buy My Pardon;
An Empty Grave Is There To Prove My Savior Lives.

Chorus:
Because He Lives
I Can Face Tomorrow
Because He Lives
All Fear Is Gone
Because I Know He Holds The Future
And Life Is Worth The Living
Just Because He Lives

How Sweet To Hold A Newborn Baby,
And Feel The Pride And Joy He Gives;
But Greater Still The Calm Assurance:
This Child Can Face Uncertain Day Because He Lives.

Chorus:
And Then One Day I'll Cross The River;
I'll Fight Life's Final War With Pain.
And Then, As Death Gives Way To Vict'ry,
I'll See The Lights Of Glory And I'll Know He Reigns

Success & Failure...

Argh... Just tried out something not long ago. 80% success and 20% failure! Looks good now but I did something that is irreversible! I don't have the skills to do it. Looks like I need professional help. But I am happy that I did my own "hands on" and had that 80% of success. Performing good now. Not as bad as the other times. Wonder if it was worth it. But since there is 80% success and I gave it a try. I guess it was.

Somehow, my "dismantling instinct" for things is back. Just like when I was young, anything that lies on my hand will be in parts. Haha. But that is how I learn. But sometimes, lessons like this can be costly, because if you spoil one part, it will cost quite a lot to get it back to it's original condition! Enjoy dismantling things and fixed it all back. Seeing what it is made up of, what can be use to combine with other stuffs to create new things, just basic instinct that every boy or guy posseses I guess. The curiosity to find out. Like a detective. Haha. So fun!

Can't breathe properly now. Blocked nose. Since Wed, I have been down on and off with flu. Sore throat has recovered. Thank God. But I guess I got sore throat because I shouted too loud on Wed with my friends while playing soccer! We were having more fun fooling around like kids than playing soccer. Haha. My off day today. Gonna sleep soon and I hope I can wake up at like 9am. So at least I have my morning to afternoon to do a few things that I want and need to do.

Sometimes, not all things can be understood, but sometimes, not all things needs to be understand too. There is always a time for all things.

The focus must be on the moment before me, the present.

Jesus, All For Jesus

Jesus, All For Jesus

Jesus, all for Jesus,
All I am and have and ever hope to be.
Jesus, all for Jesus,
All I am and have and ever hope to be.

All of my ambitions, hopes and plans
I surrender these into Your hands.
All of my ambitions, hopes and plans
I surrender these into Your hands.

For it's only in Your will that I am free,
For it's only in Your will that I am free,
Jesus, all for Jesus,
All I am and have and ever hope to be.